In spite of wherever I am staying
an illusion is accompanying me all the time
I am not sure what it is
even I can not understand why it comes
since the world is turning around every minute
There would be a solution with a proper explanation to balance the joy and sorrow
just like getting rid of the solitude through one’s lifetime

Seeking pleasure beyond study is one of the highly preferred characteristics for me
as I am also trying to find out the balance
the balance between inflation and deflation of my confidence

I always look on the dark side of life
but I wish I knew how to quit u