Nothing much but got a little bit done.

Looking back, I’m always stupid.
Big events always happened in the right way, no matter how they looked like at the first moment.
Just wanna say this is the better way indeed.
And what done is done, won’t erase it.
Let it be memory too.

I hate the world, always sending me illusions, and always dispelling them.
Am such a pathetic toy that is played around and around.
I hate you, some call you the creator.
I call you the goddamned motherfucker!
I really hate you, for putting out my dreams, for sending chilling weathers, for everything that I didn’t deserve to suffer.
I hate this world today!

Sometimes, I said to myself I really need a little more strength, a little more faith.
Even there could be more strength more faith, who can I gonna ask from? But self.
Am walking along the way that I had chosen long ago.
Fully aware what is more likely to happen how is the possibility like for what I’ve never ever been expecting.

…So pathetic…

Smiled when frustrated; sniffed when laughed at; staring at the stars when lonely.
What shall I do when missing you?
I don’t know; Let time tell.

Am not a tragic little child that is crushed by the wheel of destiny.
Am just in love.

Everyone did everyone does and everyone is gonna have everyone’s own story.
I’ ll simply leave.
The things, will have nothing to do with me any more.